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Hello everyone,
A small few of you may have noticed my absence for the last 8 months. I apologize for not keeping you more informed. It has been very busy for me lately, although I have hundreds of game screens to edit and post. I am glad to see the member of the Assetto Corsa club have been keeping things up. That's why I gave them so many admin powers. I knew they would come through!
In short, my father passed away on 28 September 2015 at 13:11, after a very short bout with colon cancer. It came on pretty fast, and took him out pretty quickly. During that time, I was very indisposed taking care of him, his wife, and my seriously autistic twin step-sisters.
To no surprise for me, he has left them nothing to help keep them going in this terrible world, and they all have very little experience since he was the one who took care of everything. (Typical destructive old-school attitude). So I am still on-board, trying to help them get settled before I move on with my life and get back to all the things I love. Including the DevArt community.
For those of you following me, thanks for still being here for me. I will personally go through each of your new entries and comment and fav where appropriate. For those just watching, thanks for your support, and sticking with me through what is quite an ordeal. If anyone needs anything, let me know.
Peace and love my brothers and sisters!
Toby
A small few of you may have noticed my absence for the last 8 months. I apologize for not keeping you more informed. It has been very busy for me lately, although I have hundreds of game screens to edit and post. I am glad to see the member of the Assetto Corsa club have been keeping things up. That's why I gave them so many admin powers. I knew they would come through!
In short, my father passed away on 28 September 2015 at 13:11, after a very short bout with colon cancer. It came on pretty fast, and took him out pretty quickly. During that time, I was very indisposed taking care of him, his wife, and my seriously autistic twin step-sisters.
To no surprise for me, he has left them nothing to help keep them going in this terrible world, and they all have very little experience since he was the one who took care of everything. (Typical destructive old-school attitude). So I am still on-board, trying to help them get settled before I move on with my life and get back to all the things I love. Including the DevArt community.
For those of you following me, thanks for still being here for me. I will personally go through each of your new entries and comment and fav where appropriate. For those just watching, thanks for your support, and sticking with me through what is quite an ordeal. If anyone needs anything, let me know.
Peace and love my brothers and sisters!
Toby
Whether or Weather
We are under a high wind advisory, a winter weather advisory, and a wind chill advisory. In all the years I have been living in this area, I can't remember a time when we had all three of those going at once. This is one of those moments I would like to throw a climate change denier outside without a coat to stay with my 9 feral cats and ask them if they still believe it's junk science! No fear for the cats. I have some boxes with blankets for them and they are smart enough to use them. They will not freeze on my watch!
This is the kind of weather I experienced for months at a time in Michigan when I lived there for 12 years, and we are
Why?
Why so many bad dreams lately? I usually don't put a lot of value on dreams, but in the back of my mind I have always thought a little something about them. But lately, they have all been pretty negative. Things that would not be a pleasure in real life.
I know that dream studies are important to some. My mother (may she rest in peace), was one. She studied them almost scholarly and could give you some of the background implications based on what you told her was the main theme. But she always qualified it by saying that there was no empirical evidence that dreams was omens, or predictions or anything of that sort.
With that said, I h
In the World
Dreary days with no snow get to me lately. Depression is a hell of a disease. It's like being in a box with a book of matches. Every once in a while, you can light a match and see around you, but your time is limited to how long it takes to burn your finger. So you can see sometimes, but not for long. You are limited in how many times you strike a match. You don't want to run out of light before you figure a way out.
Snow offers a bit of light. Soft, beautiful, and pure. It really puts me in a different place mentally. Not to mention it gives me an excuse to be cold.
Devious Journal Entry
Space people... universal love. Where has everybody been? I know where I've been. Four years. Funny how you get used to having access to a computer. 2,000 emails later, I'm just starting to feel like I'm around again. Being in public is different. I feel like everybody knows where I've been. For most of you it shouldn't be too hard to figure out. It's a long story though and I'll tell it some other time.
Meanwhile... thanks to all of you who have wondered and found some way to let me know you've been thinking about me. It's nice to know you matter to somebody. When you screw up and find yourself on and island, you really find out
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Oh Toby
i am so so sorry to hear this sad news
You are so warm big hearted man,i send you all the streght and warming love to to go on and keep you face towards sun
You take care of yourself too,and when you came back here,came to say hi to me so i can give you most biggest hug ever
i am so so sorry to hear this sad newsYou are so warm big hearted man,i send you all the streght and warming love to to go on and keep you face towards sun
You take care of yourself too,and when you came back here,came to say hi to me so i can give you most biggest hug ever